Time flies, so does love. This time around its Form 2. Now a full prefect, damn I looked good in the mirror. But I've decided another path to walk, to be the prefect that everyone loves, not the strict I-Know-all kind of prefect, met some of those, didn't like it back then, not going to like them now.
Then of course, when you're a prefect automatically you're part of an elite club in school, which means you get access to more pretty girl. That means its abit of a challenge to focus on academic and prefect duty.
And that particular pretty girl isn't so pretty according to many, they forgot about "beauty in the eye of beholder", to me she's everything. A prefect, good looking, smart, and surrounded by mysteries. This is the time when boy like me would do stupid, weird things that we though would impress girl and win her home.
Sadly, no.
I never really pop the golden question, for 2 years. Then she's with someone. And the funny thing is, I didn't feel one bit devastated. My friends are like: "Something wrong with you? The girl you secretly like for 2 years just hook up with someone else and you're not one bit sad?" Its true, I have no idea why that happened. Perhaps its just like what Hong Kong drama said:" If you love someone you want him/her to be happy." Of course there are times I wish I can switch soul or person. To feel happiness of being in love.
One day one of my closest friend say rumours are spreading that I like her because she's rich. What? I didn't know that. Being misundersttod is worst than seeing her with another person. At that precise moment I wish I can get all those assumption fuck and slap them hard in the face. These are the people who have too much spare time and decided that their brain is actually located far down the shit hole.
Anyway thats that. Now finally after so long I manage to channel my anger away, I feel so much better, and of course partly its down to that song I dedicated to her.
Whenever I listen to that particular song, all my memories of Form 2, Her, Scouts would play in my mind. Every little detail has been engraved into my small little brain. Thats probably why I never do good academically. Because I'm a tape recorder of my own life.
And that song is a Hong Kong drama's theme song. Same as ever, a poor movie containing the song. Enjoy
